Saturday 31 December 2011

Let Go And Let Jesus....


My last blog post of 2012 finds me in reflective mood as I look back over the past twelve months.

A year ago I had completed my first year as a Student Presbyter in the Methodist Church of Great Britain.  The continuation of that training seemed to stretch on for many months and taking up post somewhere as a Probationer Minister seemed a long way off.  In less than seven days from now I will find out which Circuit I will be stationed to for my first five years of full time ministry and it seems to have come about very quickly.  In a couple of weeks I will be visiting the Circuit for the first time.  I totally trust my Father God that he has already prepared my first ministry station for me, that I will go to the place where he wants me, but still I will admit to some nervousness.

A review of the full year would be boring for everybody, so I’m not going to do that.  I just want to highlight a couple of things I have learned in 2011.

The first thing I have learned is that miracles do happen!  I have always believed that God did miracles in Old Testament and New Testament times and believed that he still works miracles today; but this year I had personal experience of one.  I was with a mission team from college in Ripon market square.  It was blowing a gale and we were trying to set up a stall to cook and give away free pancakes in order to engage people in conversation about Jesus.  Paper plates were blowing all over the market, the gas burner wouldn’t light and our banner was flapping furiously in the very stiff breeze.  In desperation I said to one of my fellow students, ‘Remember, Jesus said that we could do even greater things than him.’  I stretched out my hand and shouted into the wind, ‘In the name of Jesus of Nazareth; calm, be still!’  Immediately the wind dropped, much to my amazement of myself and my fellow students.  Miracles do still happen.

The second thing I’ve learned is far more profound.  Ever since starting my training I’ve felt inadequate, felt that most of the other students were better academically than me, felt that they had greater Scriptural knowledge than me, felt that they were much more spiritual than me…. You get the idea.  I tried my hardest to grown, to put my best efforts into becoming a better Christian, but it really didn’t seem to make much difference.

Then I remembered a lesson I learned long ago and partly forgotten; that growth in Christ comes from Christ; that growth as a Christian is totally dependent on the grace of God our Father.  We must have the desire and willingness to grow, but the actual transformation happens at God’s pace, in his time, in accordance with his perfect will.  If we try to change through our own efforts we will fail; if we let go and let Jesus change us we can be transformed.

I wondered how much Jesus had changed me.  In September I spent a month on placement in a Circuit that had the District Candidates Secretary as one of its ministers.  He said that he’d seen significant growth in me as a Christian and as a minister.  Just last week I went into the Library where I used to work and one of my former colleagues said that she thought I’d really changed from the person I was 18 months ago.

I think that there are two mistakes (well a lot more to be honest, but I want to look at two) we can make as Christians.

The first is to try to be like Jesus Christ entirely through our own efforts.  If we try we will fail.  We need our Lord Jesus each and every day, walking by our side and filling us with the Holy Spirit.  Every day now I pray:
‘Lord Jesus, please live your life in me that I might live my life in you.’

The second mistake we make is to try to be like other Christians, especially those we admire whether they be close friends and people from our own Christian fellowship or internationally respected leaders and evangelists.  God has made each of us as a unique creation; he wants us to be the best us we can be; not a copy of our local minister, or Billy Graham or whoever.

My goal for 2012, as I finish my training and move into circuit ministry, is to let go and let Jesus, to open myself fully to all that he wants to do in and through me at the pace that he wants to do it.  Can I recommend that you let Jesus take control too?

Monday 26 December 2011

Angels, Shepherds and Billy Graham!


In the year 1934, on a family dairy farm near Charlotte, North Carolina, in the USA an African-American who worked on the farm persuaded the farmer’s son to go to a revival meeting in Charlotte led by an evangelist called Mordecai Ham.  The young man was reluctant but was eventually persuaded to go.  That young man was captivated by the good news of Jesus Christ and accepted him as Lord and Saviour.  For the rest of the twentieth century and the early years of this century he preached and it is estimated that about two and a half million people have acknowledged Jesus as their personal saviour as the result of his preaching.  The name of that young man, converted in 1934, is Billy Graham.  He came to Jesus because the African American who worked on his family farm was gracious enough to point him in the right direction.  In a very real sense it can be said that those two and a half million people owe their salvation as much to that African American as they do to Billy Graham.

Two thousand years ago a bunch of shepherds were gathered in a field keeping watch over their flock of sheep.  Shepherds were not popular people in first century Judea.  They were regarded as unclean by the vast majority of people and were not allowed to worship in the synagogues.  They also had a bit of a reputation; rightly or wrongly people accused them of having a lax attitude when it came to other people’s personal property.  Shepherds mostly kept themselves to themselves, spending most of their time tending to their sheep and keeping them safe from wolves and other wild animals.  They were not really the sort of people that would expect to be invited to be the first to visit the newly born Son of God.

Left to his own devices Billy Graham has admitted that he probably wouldn’t have gone to that revival meeting.  Left to their own devices the shepherds probably wouldn’t have gone into Bethlehem at all that night.  They had sheep to watch over and guard and in any case they would not have expected a warm welcome from the people of Bethlehem.  Even had they heard of the birth of a baby they wouldn’t have stirred.  Groups of men are generally not over interested in the birth of a baby, except when that baby is their own child, or the child of family or friends.

Billy Graham went to that revival meeting because he was encouraged to go by a worker on his parent’s farm.  The shepherds went to see the baby Jesus because they were encouraged to go by an angel.  It always amuses me to think of those shepherds sitting in that field, maybe warming themselves by a fire or having a good moan about the Romans and how things were much better before Herod took the throne, when all of a sudden this heavenly being appears to them.  An honest to goodness angel!  If an angel appeared in this church this morning I think its fair to say we’d be reasonably surprised and we have gathered here this morning to worship God.  Imagine if you were in your place of work, in your office or in your kitchen at home or where ever; and an angel suddenly popped into view.  How would you feel?  The Bible tells us that the shepherds were terrified and I don’t blame them.

The angel tells them not to be afraid, though I do wonder how much that actually calmed their nerves.  I think I would have been shaking like a leaf if I’d been with them.  He then goes on to tell them that God’s Son has been born in nearby Bethlehem and gives them enough information so that they can find the baby if they want to.  More angels appear, a whole choir of them singing the praises of God, the skies filled with their light and their voices.  Then, suddenly, they are gone as quickly as they came and the shepherds decide to go and see this Son of God they’ve been told about.

Let’s look again for a moment at what the angel said to the shepherds.  The angel told them that God’s Son had been born that day in Bethlehem.  He said that the baby was “Christ, the Lord!”  In effect the angel was revealing the true nature of Jesus since “Lord” was one of the names of God in the Old Testament.  The angel was telling the shepherds that this baby was God born on earth.  Then the angel told them how to find the baby….. And nothing else!  There was no commanded to go and visit the baby.  Perhaps a suggestion in the giving of his location, but certainly no direct order to go and visit the new born king.

I am sure that the farm worker who persuaded Billy Graham to go to the revival meeting didn’t tell him he had to go; as an employee of the family he was in no position to do so.  All he could do was to try and persuade Billy Graham to go.  The angel, on the other hand, could have ordered the shepherds to go and visit baby Jesus, he had the authority of God behind him; but the angel didn’t do that.  He gave them enough information to get them interested and left the decision to them.

I think it is fair to say that no genuine, believing Christian has ever been forced into the Kingdom of God.  In past centuries the church tried to use a mixture of threats and violence to force people to believe in Jesus.  The Spanish Inquisition was particularly effective at this.  The trouble is that forced belief is not genuine faith.  True Christian conversions come about through persuasion and the realisation of the truth of the gospel; not through the imposition of authority.

As we know the shepherds did decide to go and visit the new born Son of God.  “Lets go to Bethlehem and see this thing that has happened, which the Lord has told us about” they said.  Probably leaving one or two men behind to watch the sheep the shepherds set off for Bethlehem, their plans for the evening changed completely.  They’d been settling in for a good evening’s grumpy old men session about King Herod and all the things he’d got so wrong, the next thing they knew they were off to meet the Son of God.

The shepherds’ lives were changed as a result of their encounter with the baby Jesus.  Luke’s gospel tells us that they found Mary and Joseph and the baby, who was lying in a manger just as the angel had said.  This encounter with the baby Jesus obviously made a huge impression on them because Luke tells us that they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child.  In some way their seeing the infant Jesus confirmed what the angel told them.

The New Testament shows us that it is impossible to encounter Jesus without forming some kind of opinion about him.  Early in his ministry we hear that people are amazed by his preaching because he speaks as one with authority, not like the teachers of the law.  Simon Peter, when asked by Jesus who he thinks Jesus is, replies, “You are the Messiah, the Son of the Living God.”  Some Pharisees, upon encountering Jesus, accuse him of being in league with the devil.  His own family think that he might be mad.  The Roman soldier, standing at the foot of his cross as he died said, “Surely he was the Son of God.”

I would say that it is impossible to know about Jesus without forming some kind of opinion today.  Thousands and thousands of books have been written about Jesus, making all sorts of claims about who he was, how he lived his life, what his teaching really means, what his mission was, why he died on the cross and whether or not he rose from the dead.  Many people like to think that Jesus was a great moral teacher but not the Son of God.  Others like to claim that he was either mad for thinking he was the Son of God or simply mistaken.

Yet those of us who have met the living Jesus through his words in the Bible, through the preaching and teaching of ministers, evangelists and preachers and through his presence with us as we worship and live out our lives know the truth.  The truth that Jesus was and is the Son of the one true God who died for our sins on that Calvary cross and was raised from the dead bringing us the assurance that if we repent of our sins and accept him as Lord and Saviour then we will receive eternal life.  We know who Jesus was and still is, the Lord and Saviour of us all.

The shepherds met the baby Jesus and when they had seen him they “spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child”.  They went around Bethlehem telling people that the baby Jesus was Saviour and Lord.

The last thing that Jesus told us to do before he ascended into heaven was to “go and make disciples of all nations, baptising them in the name of the Father and of the Son and of the Holy Spirit and teaching them to obey everything I have commanded you.”

There are many, many people in this country this week who have celebrated Xmas, Christmas without Christ.  Surveys have shown that many people have only the vaguest idea of why they are giving presents to each other, eating too much turkey and Christmas pudding and drinking too much wine or beer.  It seems incredible to us that people do not know that Christmas is the celebration of the birth of the Son of God, yet that is the case.  There are millions of people out there, who do not know the Christmas story, the story of the events surrounding Jesus coming into the world as a baby: people who do not know that as an adult Jesus died on the cross for the forgiveness of sins and then rose from the dead to bring assurance of eternal life.

It is up to us to tell them.  The church does not exist just so that we can have somewhere comfortable to worship God every Sunday, so that we can enjoy fellowship with our brothers and sisters in Christ and so that we can grow in knowledge and love of God and of his Son Jesus; the church also exists to spread the Good News of Jesus to all those who desperately need to hear it.  The primary purpose of the church is mission.  Our Lord Jesus is in heaven, he doesn’t have a physical body on earth at this time.  We the church are Christ’s body and we are his voice.  The church is the means Jesus chose to spread his message to the world.

Bamber Bridge Methodist Church, where my cousin Mark is minister have organised a Christian Comedy Club that meets in the local Conservative Association building once a month.  The aim is not direct evangelism, but a chance for Christians to meet with non-Christian members of the community is a relaxed social setting, with the hope that this might perhaps lead to an interest in the gospel.

We, as a church, should be doing mission, trying to reach people for Christ and spread the Good News of Jesus.  It is also something that we, as individuals, should be doing.  What are we doing in our own lives to make sure that people know that two thousand years ago the Son of God was born in Bethlehem and that when he was in his thirties he gave his life for us?

Personal evangelism isn’t easy, it can be difficult to talk to others about our faith and yet we can do it.  Opportunities do present themselves and we must take advantage of them.

I used to work in a Library and a lady came in to ask if we had one of the Alpha Course books in stock, Nicky Gumbel’s “Questions of Life”.  We didn’t have it in Blackpool but I ordered a copy from another Library chain.  I could have just left it there, job done, but I didn’t.  I asked why she wanted the book and it turned out she has a daughter who is interested in spiritual matters and the book is for her.  I then found out where the local Alpha courses currently are and gave the lady the details to pass on, along with the book.  I don’t know if her daughter read the book or went to the Alpha course but I do know there is more chance of it now because I gave her the information.  I hope and pray that my customer’s daughter came to Christ.  I tell this story not to blow my own trumpet but to show how the ordinary everyday events of life can give us relatively easy opportunities for mission.

We may never see the results of our efforts.  Christian ministry can be a little like dropping a pebble in a lake.  We see the initial ripples but we have no idea how far they will spread.  An African American farm worker told Billy Graham about a revival meeting and as a result around two and a half million people have been saved through his preaching.  The farm worker could never have foreseen that!  If we make the effort to tell others about Jesus, or even to encourage them to go to an evangelistic service or attend an Alpha Course we may just be instrumental in leading one person to Christ, which should be enough motivation itself, or we may set in motion a whole chain of events that could lead to the salvation of many people.

Two thousand years ago the most important baby in the history of the world was born, a baby who was the Son of God and who would grow up to become the Saviour of the world.  In a field outside of Bethlehem a few shepherds were told by an angel of the birth of Jesus.  They went to see the baby and then told everybody they met about the wonderful things they had seen and heard.  As Christian believers we should be following their example.  As Christians we know the wonderful truth about that baby who grew up to become Saviour of the world; how can we not want to spread that wonderful truth to those who do not know?

Saturday 24 December 2011

The Best Christmas Present Ever!


A Christmas Sermon.

What is the best Christmas present you have ever received?

I was really lucky as a child as I had very generous parents who always made sure my brother and I got really good Christmas presents.  I had several bikes over the years, a Scalextric set and other wonderful presents.  Usually I knew what I was getting, but one year I got a complete surprise.  My brother and I opened all our presents as we’d got pretty much what we’d asked for; but there was one more parcel off our mum and dad for both of us and we didn’t know what it was.  Eager hands tore at wrapping paper, bows and tags were flung to one side and a Hornby train set was revealed.  It was a Duchess of Sutherland engine with four LMS coaches and a big circle of track.  A couple of weeks later a baseboard was built and more track, engines and rolling stock were added.  It was a present that far out grew its initial wonderful promise, eventually ending up as a massive layout in the loft. This was the second best Christmas present I have ever received.

The best present was given long before I was even thought of (except by God) and that present too far outgrew what it seemed to be.  That present was, of course, Jesus of Nazareth, born as a baby in the Middle East just over two thousand years ago.

Familiarity with the Christmas story, with the angels visiting Mary and Joseph, with the baby lying in the manger and with the visits of the shepherds and the magi can lead to us losing some of the impact of this unique event in the history of the world.

Take a moment to think about what actually happened on that first Christmas Day.  Paul expressed it this way in his letter to the Philippians:

‘Christ Jesus, who being in very nature God, did not consider equality with God something to be grasped, but made himself nothing, taking the very nature of a servant, being made in human likeness.’ (Philippians 2:6-7)

John put it this way in the Fourth gospel, ‘In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God (John 1:1).  The Word became flesh and made his dwelling among us. (John 1:14).’

We sometimes miss the importance on what happened at Christmas.  Jesus was not the Son of God in the sense that mythic Hercules was the son of Zeus or Thor was the son of Odin; Jesus and God are one and the same, two persons of a Trinitarian God.  It was God himself who was born as a helpless baby to a Jewish teenager in Bethlehem.  It was God himself who suckled at Mary’s breast.  It was God himself who the shepherds and magi bowed down and worshipped.

It is hard for us to take it all in, I know, the truth of what happened on that first Christmas Day.  The concept of God as a helpless baby is literally mind boggling and try and we might we cannot fully understand it; and we aren’t meant to, not completely.  God’s gift to the world wasn’t just his only begotten Son, it was the gift of himself in the Incarnation.

And what a gift, a gift that as we read the Christmas story we are only beginning to unpack.  Matthew tells us that the Magi bowed down and worshipped Jesus without really understanding who he was.  Luke tells us that the shepherds spread the word of what the angels told them about Jesus, that a Saviour had been born who is Christ the Lord.  They knew that Jesus was very special, but they didn’t really understand fully who he was and what he had come to do.

We, with hindsight, know the full story. We know that Jesus would grow up and become the perfect human being who would live a life completely free of sin and teach others about the amazing love of God.  We know that Jesus gave his life for us on the cross so that we might be reconciled with God and receive eternal life.  We know that Jesus rose from the dead, not only giving us assurance of our salvation but also demonstrating the power of God to transform that which seems to be bad into something wonderful.

Such potential in this Christmas gift of God, such possibility, such assurance, such love.  Words are simply inadequate…..

Jesus is the best gift I have ever received!  Jesus has brought forgiveness for my sins, Jesus has brought me new transformed life, Jesus has given me more than I will ever know or fully understand.  God, in his grace, has given us all, every single human being, the greatest present of all in Jesus Christ.
Jesus is God’s present to the world.  Like all presents, God’s present needs to be accepted, picked up, unwrapped and explored to fully appreciate all the possibilities the present offers.

By accepting Jesus as our Lord and Saviour, by reading the word of God in the Bible, by praying and worshipping we gradually come to know more and more of Jesus Christ and to be transformed by the presence in our lives of the Holy Spirit.

God, through his grace, has given us Jesus.  Let us open grateful and thankful arms to receive him a Lord and Saviour this Christmas time and for ever more.   

Thursday 22 December 2011

Are You Needy and in Trouble? Some Thoughts on Christian Workaholics.


"Evil looks like busyness. Evil looks like workaholics. Somebody who's a workaholic in the Christian church' everybody pats them on the head and goes 'Your some committed, your so dedicated'. No, you're needy and you're in trouble." - Mark Yaconelli (from an interview in January's Christianity Magazine.

A couple of weeks ago I was having a good old moan on Facebook about the fact that between the middle of November and the middle of January I had no church services to lead and no sermons to preach.  During the great times of Advent and Christmas I would not have the opportunity to lead God’s people in worship or to bring His word to them.  I love leading worship and I love preaching, I feel called by God to do them and I felt very frustrated that I had no opportunity to serve in that way.

Several very wise people pointed out that next year, when with God’s grace I will be serving on a Circuit as a Probationer Presbyter, this will be one of my busiest times of the year and I will probably be feeling rushed off my feet.  God, in his wisdom and love, has given me a break this year and I should be appreciating it instead of complaining about it.

I am one of those people who likes to be busy for God, to serve Him as fully as I can, to fill my day with work for Him and yet I am beginning to realise that I need to take time out from serving Him and just be with God; worshipping him in the stillness and quiet of my own heart, chatting with God, listening to him, just spending time resting in His presence.

I agree with Mark Yaconelli when he says that if you are a workaholic in the church you are needy and you are in trouble.  So many Christians, ministers and pastors especially, are so busy serving God that we forget to spend time with him; so busy serving God that in their driveness they make others feel pressured, miserable or inadequate: so busy serving God that they are actually far less effective than they would be if they slowed down a bit and took things at God’s pace.

If you are a Christian workaholic for your sake, for the sake of others and for the sake of the Kingdom, please slow down!